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Sunday, May 20, 2012

HURT

HURT
is so hurt
really hurt... 
TT

when i saw ur photo
when i saw ur post
everything is without me now

dont tel me tat u tot me busy
dont tel me tat u tot me is working
u hav not ask me anything

mayb i should know it
only me different with u
but i dont knw

mayb is only me treat u all is my best friend ever
jz only me


Wednesday, May 16, 2012

to be myself!!

wow!!! last post is on february and now is may. how long i didn't update my blog? hahax~ even blogger already changed i also don't know. lolz~

erm.... how about me?

hmmm~ let's talk about my study life. i just finished my certificate course, certificate of art and design this week and i will continue diploma course, fashion design and technology next semester. i already study for 1 year, how fast is it. and i just had my first art to wear fashion show and presentation yesterday for my final.

v my pretty model`` janice yue shi

i know it is just ok, no breakthrough, no special. haiz~ in fact, some design had changed due to i can't make the effect so i just skip and replace it with the big flower. when i feel it no special but i already have no time to change other design. and i learned a lots of thing through this presentation, to trust myself, to be more confidence, the most important is TO BE MYSELF. i will do well next time.

how about the other subjects, erm... nothing special for me. hahax~ lolz.. my minor course: introduction of graphic design, after the last project i done with my effort but be rejected to exhibition, i already no intention for the final project. sorry, sir~ erm, just share some of my drawing artwork here:




that's it. hahax~

oh ya, my first time to dress be indian girl. that is for the wesak day event of poh oo toong. it is the first time and also the last time i think, no more next time, really tired about it and the person who in charge it really no responsibility. zzzZZ~

purple again... xD


what to write? ermmmmm.... no more, i'm speechless now. hahax~ i think i should go trim and dye my hair loh, feel very ugly now. somebody already critisize that my hair very ugly after my new black hair growth, i know ok?! issshhhh~

my hair`` new black hair also growth a lots d ><

but lack of money, i still want to shopping, sing k...... many many things want to do with money!! some said i'm fashion design student but why don't wear more fashion, some said i look don't like fashion student.... zzZ~  my shirt always t-shirt t-shirt, sienz loh but comfortable what. lolz~ study only, why must everyday dress up nice nice and make up? i rather use that time to sleep loh and i ride motor how to dress up nicely? lolz~ and i now is study certificate of art and design not dress up also not yet fashion design loh, ok? anyway, i know is time to not everyday t-shirt to attend class so have to work hard to earn money for buying new shirt after i enter diploma course.







say bye to certificate 
say hi to fashion design technology
a new me is coming~
TO BE MYSELF!!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

生日快乐!

2月18日
下午5点半
她手上握着手机
她等待着上班时间到来

她一直都期待着
突然
散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧...
手机哪儿传来了
她有多想念的铃声
手机画面显示了他的名字
他们的第一张合照

一开始她先愣了一下
才接了他的来电
"生日快乐"

她其实有很多话想跟他说
可是不懂为什么
那时候的她却不知道要说些什么
她发现他讲电话时候的口吃
而原来她也一样

那时候他们原来在同一个岛上
只是他工作在身
他答应她下次如果回来玩一定会找她
别忘记哦

4分钟
就只有那几分钟
他们结束了这通电话
她懊恼为什么她总是忘了有对他说的很多话
因为他是他吗?

















谢谢同学们帮提早庆祝生日,谢谢你们的用心计划,虽然我很聪明的猜到妳们的计划,呵呵~



谢谢同事们的惊喜蛋糕与生日歌,还有生日礼物... 谢谢你们陪我过生日^^ 谢谢学弟们和表哥送的生日礼物... 




最惊喜的莫过于我的好姐妹们的突然出现与玫瑰花...

还有故意等到我生日的最后一分钟才祝福我的同事,最特别的还是你,哈哈~

谢谢你们大家的祝福









`` 希望在新加坡的他还有在英国的妈妈都过的一切安好快快乐乐,
还有大家也是
``我的服装设计师梦想一定要达成
``.............**秘密 ^^

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

龙年快乐^^

Happy DRAGON new year!!!


举起手唱啦啦啦啦 没烦忧来开心过年~

v cousin`` FEI

v Family``

chinese new year, so? i still hav to work @@ lolz~ i decided to work because that i feel will nothing to do at home, but i very regret >< now because of tired and boring TT



新年快乐
万事如意
HUAT ahhhhhh!!!!~~~~






去年的大年初一
我去唱K
巧遇了你

那一天
你第一次摸摸我的头
说我可爱

回忆

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

再见♥

再见``
何时还能再见了?

保重
你一定要过得好好的
好好照顾自己呀
take care




``0909回忆




那些時光是我這一輩子最美好的
那些回憶 依然無法忘記

Monday, November 21, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY♥


HAPPY BIRTHDAY 生日快乐``

其实 生日礼物 老早就想好了
可是 他们都说不需要准备
而我 也决定了不准备礼物了
但我依旧期待
期待你亲口的邀请

我知道一切都是他们的帮忙
谢谢你们, D&C~

终于 手机那儿传来了你那熟悉又陌生的声音
我也决定了出席你的派对
但是 我没准备礼物

一个拥抱 一句生日快乐
好久不见 真的

过得还好吗
大家都说还好
嘴巴上的还好是谎言吗?
没有你的消息 还会很好吗
那你呢?

很开心 很感动
你心里一直记得我上次送你的纪念品

喝多了的你 很不舒服 我懂
我却不能做些什么
只能在你旁边陪伴
除了心疼还是心疼

对 我又失败了
我真的办不到 不懂
我会把你成为我回忆里的男主角
就好像九把刀心中的沈佳宜

礼物 我熬夜赶工 做了一张没有之前精致的心意卡
翘课 去找礼物 买了一件polo T
终于 礼物成功送到你手上

谢谢颖的陪伴
还有D&C的帮忙
真的谢谢你们
爱死你们













1121``
又是个美好的回忆
TAKE CARE

Monday, November 14, 2011

my ART work`` Painting~

finally, finished my painting assignment. now is 2.40am. o.O but this is not final assignment. lolz~ just a normal exercise for painting. ==

stich`` my painting exercise, jz finished. @@

stich is my third painting exercise, my first and second painting art work are shoes and flower:

my shoes`` i love this shoes much and much ^^

purple flower``

just want to share it, and how about it?? i'm still learning, any comment?^^

in fact, i still have other assignment to do, but i'm tired already. so, is time to say good night. tomorrow only continue u, assignment.

Friday, November 11, 2011

不痛♥

我还在相信你太自然的谎言
以为幸福还有可能实现
你的心总有另一面我看不见
我依然把你 当做是我的天

你愿意保留给我的时间在递减
你却说这和爱不爱都没有关联
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了 怎么会不明显

你的爱早已经不同 我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁 动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂 我的爱没有用
如果你问起 我假装不痛

我们的回忆弄掉了我都不敢捡
你渐渐的改变是暂时还是永远
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了 怎么会不明显

你的爱早已经不同 我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁 动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂 我的爱没有用
如果你问起 我假装不痛

你施舍的寂寞 让我比一无所有更难过 OH BABY
我不奢求给我一个结果
如果要走 至少要告诉我

你的爱早已经不同 我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁 动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂 我的爱没有用
如果你问起 我假装不痛






我发现
原来我都知道
一直以来
我都只在自欺欺人
自己骗自己

放手
是你给我的答案
我会习惯 你不在

请再给我多一些时间
我希望我会很快真的把它
只放在心里最深处的回忆

有多久
我手机再也没响起那首歌
``散场的拥抱

有多久
我没听到了你那把声音
终于 你的兄弟打了给你
我也听到了你的声音
但你却不知道我在旁边

如果可以
我们当个匿名的好友 好吗
很好很好的朋友

你生日
你回来庆祝
但也没打算找我
我明白了

决定了不送你生日礼物
是因为 我也不想再让自己陷下去
也不想让你不好意思
我也想只是简简单单就好






有时候 我会哼起回忆
这是你可以 给我的勇气
加油